
God damn it.
I'm gonna have to get a real job. I can't get a real job because all my time is taken up with the nieces, unless there's something I can do at home without flaking out on it. (The answer to THAT would be, uh, no.) So it's either be really flippin' poor and not buy all the stuff I want to spend my money on (mostly? Stuff for the girls, stuff for Ana's school, and fixing my piano... so Evangeline, who sings a lot, can learn piano properly instead of using my keyboard which, being a keyboard, doesn't sound as nice. Oh, and buying sheet music. FOR ME, GODDAMNIT. There's a certain unfairness about this, really) or work my butt off on weekends.
Then again, it's not like I currently do anything on weekends... hm.
Where can I get a job, then? How am I 26 and I have no clue about this? (Because I'm on a break from school to help out family, THAT's how. And because ineptitude is me, to be honest, in some areas.)
Jobs that involve dealing with people all the time are probably out... I'm not good at that, and I don't want cash that badly that I want to spend my time doing that, either. What should I do, then?
No, really, what should I do? I'm honestly asking for help, because I want to make ca$h fa$t!!!!